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Monday, May 31, 2010; 8:39 AM

ID2010 is over :(

sad.......

but i had lots of fun hanging out with my lg :)

nice!

hahas, last night concert night,

i cried alot alot alot :X

cannot take it anymore.

must let everything outttttttt

today had o level chinese paper!!

killl me.

was manageable.

i hope can get B3 :(

i dont want to retake yeah!!!

chion down to YCK after paper.

then realise that they end event :(

then went AMK watch shrek with lg :D

was super epic most of the time :)

then something bad happen.i cried too.

before the movie start, when i was sitting down inside,

Bernice's shepherd;crystal called me.

she ask me abt bernice's health and stuffs.

then i told her i will call her back after the movie.

then she said that she need to know now as they are on the ambulance.

Bernice collapse! :X

OMG.

then i text crystal and told her everything.

then bernice went to emergency room :(

was worried until i cried! :X

blah,

then went to KK after movie with eli and xinyun.

dontknow where is bernice :X

then crystal text me and say she not admitted to hospital and she regain conscious.

was at relieve when i called bernice and she answered!!!!!

then bused back to alj.

ate with eli and mummy,

then home.

berniceeeeee!

get well soon ok!

will keep you in my prayers :)

Saturday, May 29, 2010; 9:14 AM

today ID2010 day 1 :)

one word : awesomeeeeeeeeee

teachings are real cool, taught abt disciple making etc.

then tmr ushering!! :))))))))

and tmr got sunday service :D

there is also concert night tmr :)

praise god mansxz.

HAHA

im so pissed just now.

thinking of i should just, quit.

hais, but i dont think it is the wise choice.

so i decided to CHILL -.-

ok.

but i have my limits too.

dont go too far i warn you guys.

happy spiritual birthday bernice!~

jiayou in god!!

stand strong in him :)

go go go

me supporting you :DDDDDDDD

Friday, May 28, 2010; 8:58 AM

today had lg.

was fun :)

after lg went to parkway to walk walk!

misha and meng shopping for their choir performance thing :)))

thrn after that i pei misha go to tanjong pagar.

her family book hotel,

and stay there :))

so cool loh.

then ate lots of things there!!!

hahas, was fun :)

then misha's mum fetched me home :)))))

so goooood.

thank god for them :D

tmr is ID2010!!! ;)

very the super excited worsxz!!

yay!!

hahahahahahahaha

this house, for me to sleep and poo.

Thursday, May 27, 2010; 8:34 AM

went out till 10plus with bernice and jamie today :D

was fun fun fun :))))))

anyway, bernice!!! cheeeeeeer up ok :)

me and jamie and God will be supporting you all the way :)

bought sticky sweet ;D

awesome~

ate half alr :X

suppose to leave them for tmr, but mouth itchyyyyyyy

went to alot of places :))

1st-18chef

2nd-cathay

3rd-rochor tauhuey

4th-bugis

5th-clark quey

6th-plaza sing

7-istana park

so coooool loh. but unpleasent things happen :/

cheer up bernice :)

then went homeeeeee.

now here blogging :)))

tmr LG!! at katong.

praise guitarist! :X

i can do itttttttttttttttt

Wednesday, May 26, 2010; 10:15 PM

i am glad that me and chrystal is finally all right :))))))))

praise God alot alot alot :)

IT TAKES 2 HANDS TO CLAP.

going movie later with bernice and jamie :)

excited~

want to eat :D:D:D:D:D

ok nothing else.

byes :)

Give You Up.

wondering.

are you single?

today vesak day celebration in school.

many thoughts running through in my mind during the celebration sia

hais.

idk what i should do also.

tiffany should know what i meant :)

went home early.

watched tv and slacked..

blah blah.

then here blogging.
:)

im so bored, someone jio me outtttttt

Tuesday, May 25, 2010; 7:03 AM

finally got back ezlink today.

after school shepherding with luanchun at my house.

practice praise.

nice.

then she left, eli came.

then she left.

just now sth bad happen.

quarreled with bernice :/

it was bad, now she like ignore me.

hais.

i also dont know why i said all those things.

damn.

i hate myself now.

if i lose such a good friend,

im gna kill myself and never ever forgive myself..

sorry bernice...

Monday, May 24, 2010; 7:46 AM

i want to shout my heart out to someone that i trust!

gosh.

i need help!!!

i want to shout my heart out to someone that i trust!

gosh.

i need help!!!

today was fun :)

met bernice after school at somerset,

as we decided to eat at meridien! :D

awesome~

Zeon came pass me money :D
so goooooood :)

then we ate, and joke, and "fight"

super epic!!

after that we decided to watch movie :)

watched shrek forever after!

so nice!!

recommended :)

after that went back home :)

i swear i'm getting back ezlink tmr!!

i MUST!

god help me please..

i seriously dont think i will have fun..

gosh.

i miss D alot now.

Sunday, May 23, 2010; 8:31 AM

Today was awesome :)

bought my fav bag~ :D :D

went to yishun and bought it with Eli :)

then went to meet bernice at ishi mura :D

Go CC play bball~

then after that went home ;)

was quite ok,

and then,

i saw Danielle i think :X

i am not sure if is her,

but she kept turning back looking at me and i find her familiar.

nevermind..

tmr i better get back my ezlink if not i die!! :X

roar stupid keith koh.

slaughter him!!

-.-

i wonder, if i am still in DMM.

Friday, May 21, 2010; 8:03 PM

i am waiting for the time to fly and go for serviceeeeee :)

whee, cant wait for ESS :DDD

today is super fun! xD

had the most fun time in the week :)

went seoul garden with bernice after school :)

fooled aroung insideeeee :P

ate lotssss of fishball!!

cannot take it :X

mix ice cream and kimchi tgtr :D

eeeeeeeeeeee :P

then we went to suntec and write card :)

then to yishun and meet jamie!

then we ate ishi mura ;D

that bernice horh, always make me force her eat! :X

me and jamie is like 'why everytime must buy food for you uh!'

LOL

then we went to walk walk after that :)

me and jamie looking for hp pouch! ;D

after that went back home :)

tmr is ESS!

zeon coming, jill coming :)

yay-ness ;D

jiayou bernice for your audition of image team tmr! ;D

me here supporting you :)

Thursday, May 20, 2010; 10:05 AM

i hate this life, i hate this family!

they sucks,

i know i shouldn't have said these but i really need to rant.

since everybody is asleep,

i shall just rant it all here!

i really hate being in this kind of situation now.

the most cui situation ever.

ezlink card confiscated by that GL person, family dont understand me at all, SHE is doing so badly in life.

what can i do?

kill myself?

i really dont know.

the only thing i can think of is to seek God and repent NOW..

what should i do really..

i left with no choice.

i want my ezlink back NOW!

God please help me..

i really need them, God you said we seek and you will answer..

God i really really need your help..

i am tumbling down so badly.

tried to pick myself up, but ended up falling again.

today is really what the sian!

i freaking hate keith koh hell lots!

FML.

he confiscated my ezlink card because of that freaking 2.4km!

WTF!

then tmr how i freaking eat seoul garden w/o ezlink?!

maybe i take IC.

damn him la,

but in the end i still never go -.-

i really pray God will really bless and return me my ezlink card w/o asking me to stay back tmr!

really hate him alot alot.

wapiang.

had lg today.

was Fun and FUNNY :)

misha, still, the joker of them all :D

sherms also loh!

after lg went to PP and eat and fellowship :)

then luanchun bring me go eat with her parents :D

ate steamboat~

then now back home!

tmr seoul garden :D

whee! cant wait at all :)

i totally want to apologise to God for neglecting him so long.

i didnt do my QT,

from today onwards i will do!! :)

i want to grow grow grow!!!!!!!!!! :D

Wednesday, May 19, 2010; 8:47 AM

just saw your blog..
see you in this state i really feel very heartache.
i really wish and pray for you to stand strong!
i dont want you to be sad!
where is the crazy side of you when i first get to know you!?
i am really very sad now, burden..
all because of you..
i am thinking about the times where we go crazy and the times at cwp.
i really miss those days alot alot.
gosh,
can you stand strong?
i dont want to see a sad you, because i will taboleh tahan.

people that know whats going on, you know who i am saying..

hello.
today tiffany and renfang never come school.
had fun in school today :)
i am glad!
-thumbsup-
really thank God everything is getting better for me in school yeah!!
after school pei wenqi home and then i bus home :)
then sth stupid happen -.-
i was on 13, sleeping.
then got malay ppl, sbgl!
they bang my chair, and i kena chua tio, wake up,
they laugh at me.
WTF!
hates them -.-
i nearly turn around and scold them :/
thang God i controlled and i didnt do it!
lucky them.
reach home first thing, change and sleep :)
then woke up before 9pm to watch the WITH YOU ;D
awesome-ness ttm!xD
tmr lg!
leading holy com, hope i dont screw up! :/
friday going seoul garden with Bernice!! :DD
whee~
excited for it :)))))))))))

you know what, i saw your fb, i sian diao.
you really really disappointed me.
promise breaker!
you are making me dreadful.
really HATE you alot now :/
i didnt mean to but you want me to do so.

Zeon, hows your nose? xDDD

Tuesday, May 18, 2010; 8:19 AM

i think i move to this blog ba.
LOL.
this blog looks more nicer actually.
i shall just blog here forever? confirm will not:X
OMG bernice keep asking me to see counsellor!!
idk luh,
everybody thinks i am insane, mad, crazy etc..
whatever, just kill me :/
ROAR!!!!!

Monday, May 17, 2010; 9:14 AM

going to private this blog, for my true feelings to be poured out here..
will only invite some people!
nevermind, because of some lazy pig dowan give email,
i shall not tell pple this URL.
hhahhahahahhaa